I need warm weather. I need sunshine at least. I love the rain though, I love how it slows life down, everyone becomes more cautious. It's that feeling that you want to go home and curl up with the fire place and a hot cup of tea or go jump in the puddles. But when you're wet from walking or something gets ruined because of the rain, you simply curse it. We hate the idea of getting our life getting imposed on. But always stop and enjoy the rain. Looking back, some of my best memories are showering in the rain (in a swim suit haha), kissing in the rain, and there's those horrible ones like simply getting left and crying in the rain. It makes you stop and ponder life.
One of my greatest challenges to you right now: are you fully comitted? I've been questioning the word comittment for the last couple of days and where do you stand on your comittment to faith? Read Revelations 3 if you need guidance. Never be medicore, and never stop fighting. I got told something by a guy that I'll never forget: "You live in this fairy tale land where you think a guy is going to respect what you have. Wake up, what you've been told all along as good is screwing you over right now." If anything that made me want to fight even harder, fight for that love I know I deserve. Stick up for what you believe, and make it the center of your life.
My great fear right now: confrontation.
I've realized that I am happy. I would love for the sun to come out, but i'll take the rain. I'll take the things I can't control. I can't control what tomorrow will be like tonight, I can't control relationships or other people. But I don't want to look back and say I didn't make the most of it.
