I honestly forgot about this thing for a while. *gasp* Until a good friend was telling me about hers, so here's back to the writing world. Who knows will read this... So here's to the good glass of wine sitting next to me and my papers that I should be writing, but instead I'll write about the crazy thoughts inside my head.
Crazy. What a word that can mean so many things. I just talked to this guy who wants to drive home to Vail with me, and he goes "this is kinda wierd..This guy from Canada who you've met twice is going to drive back to Vail with you." I was like well when you say it out loud it sounds kinda crazy, but I have a good feeling about this, plus how boring is life when you don't do something a little weird. You'll at least have a good laugh about it a few years from now. But crazy is a term that has different measure to everyone. So my thought to everyone, go do something you wouldn't normally do... and enjoy.
I saw a friend at dinner tonight, and she was talking about a job interview she had.... again the idea of getting a job in 6 months leaves me awake at night.... next year at this point: Where in the World is Chantal? Always a solid question.
Saw another friend, well friend is a term defined loosely here. He's my ex's cousin, and my best friends ex, who we worked FCA with... so I ask him how life was, he goes for ten minutes talking about himself. Didn't ask one question. Yea, it's an awkward situation. But, I find that extremely rude.... so my other thought to people out there, always ask how someone is, everyone loves talking about themselves.
At this point I've learned to give up control. I can't control relationships, what people believe, life, school, the future. I can't make something happen if it's not meant to be. But we're do you cross that line between pursuing and forcing something?
Alright 11pm, let the homework begin...
